Alrighty. Where to begin? *Rubs the back of his head and thinks, then just laughs like a baka*
We're all moved into our apartment, which is much yay-ness for us! It's close to where I now work, which is Walgreens. Yes, I gotta wear a tie and vest; yes, I have to take a bunch of shit from customers (as one does in any low retail position, really~). But, it couldn't be a better place to work because the employees are great and most of the managers are pretty chill. Chill, not slack, there is a difference.
Also apparently, people are thinking negatively of my 'new' attitude. It is only that now I have confidence to speak my mind without feeling I'm going to upset someone or feeling guilty. I still have compassion and love, I just don't let myself erupt anymore at the slightest disagreement.
I dunno. I -know- I'm not being mean and apparently, people still believe I've changed. I have, but for the better. And you know what? I'm happy. I'm not utterly miserable. I have motivation. I'm getting my life BACK on track and making something of myself with the kitten whom is so awesome.
But note, I wouldn't be who I am today without my awesome buddies, off and online. You all know who you are. I really appreciate your patience and your loyalty, y'know? *Peace sign and grins*
A.N.Y.W.A.Y.S - - -
Today is my 21st birthday!!!111zzz
*Cheers, hips, horrays, and goes to eat some cake, then chill with friends*
July 31 2005, 15:57:30 UTC 6 years ago
I'm proud of you Matt-kun. A New attitude is great and the job and apartment and such are awesome ^^ go you! :P lol I have the apartment part and a job..O.o wish I could get the new attitude part and such heh ^^ **snuggles** congrats on everything you have accomplished lately. peace! **hurries off to go do hw**
July 31 2005, 16:45:39 UTC 6 years ago
And I'm happy the way you've changed. I was commenting to Drew about how you've grown up some since you moved out. You're still sweet, but you're not letting people step all over you as much, so I'm proud of you.
July 31 2005, 16:53:08 UTC 6 years ago
I just wanted to say congradulations on doing what you are doing, I know it can be real tough moving out on your own, getting a job, paying rent and all that jazz. I just moved out in Cali and.. let's just say I have had an easier time doing things, I have to get everywhere I'm going on a bike that I borrowed from my brother, and if he needs the bike then I have to walk... So yeah.
Everyone changes and I think it is incredable that you have more self confidence and pride. If people have trouble with the truth and how you feel then they should get over themselves, that's what I say. I hope you have a great birthday party/gathering/dinner with your girl.
Keep in touch,
-Andrew
July 31 2005, 20:25:54 UTC 6 years ago
congratulations on getting your life back on track. hopefully soon i, too, will be able to get my life on some sort of track and finally be able to start living it out independently.
July 31 2005, 21:09:15 UTC 6 years ago
Happy Birthday to you!
August 1 2005, 00:27:19 UTC 6 years ago
Oooh, I MISS YOU. I was talking with Tiffy today about how good the "old days" were and how much we miss being in a chat with everyone. :/ I've been away on vacation until yesterday, and I'm still exhausted therefrom, so I will definately call you when I can talk coherently. x_x
OMG I MISS YOU. I haven't even been able to talk to you enough to witness your change, save in that WOW GIRLFRIEND aspect thereof.
Oh, and I miss you. *keeps up a theme of starting EVERY PARAGRAPH with this sentiment, which is so true* It's been too long. T_T We need to hang out at a convention again .. *sob* ..
August 1 2005, 00:28:05 UTC 6 years ago
Oh, and WHAT do you want for your birthday, huh?!
August 1 2005, 00:29:11 UTC 6 years ago
o_o I have LOTS AND LOTS of anime, and more manga. ^___^ I could send you that! *panic* You're still into anime, aren't you?! RP?! Terinn?! WHERE IS HE AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM!? .. no. no, I'm kidding. But I do miss you gobs.
August 8 2005, 07:01:49 UTC 6 years ago
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August 5 2005, 20:20:24 UTC 6 years ago
Your birthday is close to mine! :)